So, I had an interview for a new job today. Naturally, this means that I’ve spent the entire evening freaking out over what they asked, how I responded, and what I could have said differently. All of my anxieties have been exploding inside my head and in my stomach. It was a phone interview, with five people on the other end which doubles my anxiety because I couldn’t get a read on any of them. I babbled on about myself and my experiences not knowing how they were reacting to me. So naturally, my self-doubt was telling me, “You’re bombing. They hate you. You sound like an idiot”
I think the job is perfect for me. It fits right in with my education and experience and it’s exactly what I want to be doing.
Next step is a live interview in January.
Hopefully, I’ll be able to sleep by then.